Just a thought…..how much do you hate the seasons changing after you lost a loved one. Maybe some are lucky enough not to have to go through the seasons changing, but if you are one of those people, do dread the next change of weather to come? It brings on a rush of memories you had with your loved one during that time of year. The worst is coming around year and year again to the season they passed in. Summer, the heat feels much heavier, thicker and makes you so groggy. Winter, it is so gloomy and cold you never seem to warm up. Fall and Spring hurt, the changes all around you make you feel as if the world is turning not knowing or understanding your pain. You almost fear change after something like this happens to you, even in the weather. Is it just seasonal depression or depression of the seasons you will be without your brother or sister?
